Thank You

It's almost like I'm a stranger. As if I'm only on the outside looking in...on myself . Not myself. My therapist told me to stay true to myself because she loves who I am. She told me to cry when I wanted to cry and I did. She told me to laugh out loud when I wanted to laugh and I did; although I couldn't really find the joke at first. I told her I used to be a rapper...and that my sister always found me kind of funny (not as a rapper, lol). She LOVED those characteristics of who I used to be. She said she could picture this side of me, but wondered why it wasn't sitting infront of her.

I want to be a psychologist, and quite honestly, wouldn't mind if I didn't make top dollar (although maybe I should). She said for my information, you CAN make $65 thou doing psychology w/o having your own private practice, and if this is enough for you to live off of then I'm good to go. She thinks I'd make a great psychologist. And I will. I just hope no one else minds me going into that field.

She also told me she thinks I should write more in my blogs (lol --and so I am). Thank You.

Sad..

I used to be smart for a 9 year old. Now I'm just dumb for a 19 year old. Crazy (and not funny) how life works.

Look at each of yourselves.

Honestly, I don't think I'm the one they need to be worried about.