day three

all fucked up in the head. not feeling good at all like AT ALL. emotionally just drained.. and the cramps is juss rediculous. these people freaking lied to me!! i knewwwwwwwww it! now i know who the enemy is. cant trust family one bit! ..would turn to God but even He's betrayed me when he took my mother like you really can't trust nobody nowadays. NO fucking BODY. cause bitches is out to get you AND what you got. kaniving bitches EVERYWHERE (dont know if i spelled that right), and niggas aint working with you. on a perfect day, yeah, but let the clouds come and the rain fall, shit gone look like a ghost town. feelin some type of way for sure. '010 aint looking no better then '09 accept the number of people against you. DONT KNOW WHO TO TRUST ANYMORE!