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Wishing a bunch of wishes that I wished didn't need to be wished. They call it braving the storm. Or at least something like that. But she said its called, "LIFE". I'd say it seems more like jail...if you asked me. But you not asking me. I woke up early today only to check my phone for you. Signed into my myspace to see if I received any messages from you. You were there...you called...but I didn't know what to say to you. I have so many things I want to say, but I can't..get. it. out. Do I miss you? I miss everybody. When will I see you? I can't say. I get GEEKED Upp when he calls. When I hear his voice messages. When he asks me questions from a conversation we had THREE weeks ago. I get GEEKED UP! He sets my heart on fire. I heard some lady sing that song in the hair salon one time; to her boyfriend. I tried to download it, but I couldn't find who sang it. I backtracked my life so far it's almost like I never lived. Like I'm being reborn again or something. And not in the Christian way. But it's cheaper to keep her...I guess. Her being Life; even though I don't know why we assume life is a girl ("life's a bitch"). aint it the truth.